Monday, October 11, 2010

5w4d - Anxious

So tomorrow is my first ultrasound. 8AM. At least it's first thing in the morning - so I either get the good news and go on with my day in bliss or it's bad news and I'm going to cry all day. Hmmm. I sure am hoping for the former!

I keep googling (I know - I need a Google-intervention!) what an ultrasound at 5w5d looks like. I feel like a crazy person. It's just that the two times I've gotten the "first" ultrasound, it's either been an empty sac or completely absent from my uterus. So I'm anxious about tomorrow morning and I'm praying like crazy that I hear nothing but "Everything looks good."

And here is an interesting, new revelation ... as the one person who kept saying the PIO shots aren't a big deal - I am now eating my words! Huge knots have formed in the area, bruises are now showing, they bleed every time we do the injection ... and NOW, the area itches like crazy and I have red welts!! Wonderful! So every night at 7:30, whereas I use to not care, now I dread getting stuck in the ass.

But I will do anything to keep this baby (or babies) snuggled in tight!

4 comments:

  1. Good luck tomorrow!! You get to finally see your babies. I am so jealous! I agree the PIO shots are becoming more of a pain in the butt (literally)than they were before.

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  2. Best of luck tomorrow! I can't wait to read how it goes.

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  3. Thinking of you! I can't wait to get the update!

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  4. Looking forward to hearing a great update! Enjoy the screen view!!!

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